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[Mar. 16th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | no seat belt song - brand new | ] |
before i delete this account...
NEW LJ account
mariehugstrees
please add the poor girl. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|01:02 am] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | in my eyes - rufio | ] |
i needed an LJ change. so many things here i don't wanna remember. besides the name's annoying.
add if you want.
mariehugstrees
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|12:29 am] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | look to the stars - spitalfield | ] | i just realized how much i take things for granted. hanging out with two spectacular people today taught me my lesson. marina and jayson, you guys rock and i hate myself for never hanging with you. but i'm so happy i did. damn you maz who's leaving. :tears: agh katie, how i love you but despise you as well. lol. jk. i love you katie.
oh yeah. i need to catch myself before i tumble. care so much it hurts...
whatever?!? |
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| world peace is sooooooo possible |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|11:43 am] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | dreamy | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | brand new -the no seatbelt song | ] | so im back home and it feels mighty fine. THIRTEEN point THIRTY EIGHT. yep. TWO in my ass. :-P
people, try to be nice to each other. i may sound stupid or unrealistic but i think we can achieve world peace if we really believe in it. you don't have to be fake or incredibly nice, just try to do little acts of kindness. it makes a difference.
I am 82% Emo. Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.
is there such thing as happy emo because i'm not really sad, just sensitive. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | you'll never be alone | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | midnight highway - daphne loves derby | ] | i told her exactly how i feel and it feels mighty fine.
if i die right this minute, it's alright i may be out of sight but i know that i lived a life with a lot less lies and the most amazing people who make my life more worthwhile
i'm a senior i haven't found the man of my dreams i've never been the girl of a man's dreams but it doesnt matter how forever further seems because my time was never wasted because every minute i feel loved and i feel love for those who matter to me most
i'm a senior now and this is my last year i know not much lies ahead of me i won't be a doctor, a lawyer or ms. president i may not even marry but i can die any minute with much to miss but everything to be thankful for
friendship is amazing love is delightful family, annoying they may be, is comforting nevertheless, now i can say i may be surrounded by assholes, bitches and bastards but i am surrounded by people who i'd want to grow old with people i'd want to spend the rest of my life loving, caring for and making each and every day not just another day
i love you, husband of mine. you are never ever alone. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2005|07:53 pm] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | freeeeeeeeee | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | copeland - she changes your mind | ] | i am so happy that she's so happy.
:)
and yea. i'm unWIRED. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2005|01:28 am] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | determined | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | goodnight starlight - juliana theory | ] | i don't think i'm going to prom. everyone's all excited. everyone's gonna spend loads of dough.
but i don't even have a date. so as of now, i'm not going. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|11:26 pm] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | hug a friend, hug a tree | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | emo diaries - further seems forever | ] | i got a prom dress. for free. ::STOP SMIRKING ALYSSA ANN and VICKY!!!:: now all i need is a date. that's the shittiest part because i ain't going without a date. i don't want a pity date either. that's impossible so i'd probably end up not going.
people must stop being cunts and just get along. fuckers must think before they hate.
"you may say i'm a dreamer but i'm not the only one. i hope someday you'll join us and the world will live as one."
i drew all over my walls. colored pencils are the bestest. my biggest wish (well, for the moment) is to get the best set of crayola colored pencils so i can make lots and lots of posters for -hugs for humanity-! |
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| i'm so far gone now |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|01:50 am] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | i need a hug | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | cut up angels - the used | ] | i've been having nightmares about my english teacher for the past 2 days. i'm really really scared. i don't know how i'd deal with school on monday.
found out a lot of things lately. i'm really a blah person. i wonder why i have friends. is it because they feel bad for me? i'm just one whiny little bitch. sometimes i feel out of place. a lot of times actually. not because other people are inconsiderate but because i am a selfish spoiled whore. yes, this is such a mistake posting it in lj so that the rest of the world can be reminded of how retarded and annoying i am. but for some reason i have to vent. ::breathes deeply::
it's lonely not having my mother around. it's been 2 weeks and i miss her already. i feel so alone. i feel like a BURDEN on other people's backs, asking favors, acting ADD-ish, needing more affection. i wish i was brave. i wish i was strong. i wish i was pretty. so i can actually look into myself and be proud. i am sick and tired of being so dependent on others. but now what am i to do.
what kind of woman am i? if i find this bad how can i deal with college. see, that's a problem. i'm soooooo gonna die. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|01:37 am] |
| [ | And today, the world has made me --> |
| | ? | ] |
| [ | I can hear voices in my head... |
| | hard to say - the used | ] | ...how come i'm never and will never ever be good enough?... |
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